Go Fish

I love spontaneity. I think if you knew me growing up that you would laugh at that because I used to have to have everything planned out to the t. Something changed in me and I rarely plan much out, the bad thing is scheduling for me. Even those important things like sleeping, eating, and going to gym. Somehow I'm still alive:)

Last night my friend IM'd me and was like let's go find the Township Auditorium. So that's just what we did. We traveled all of 75 miles to Columbia to see David Crowder, Phil Wickham, and the Myriad. I thought I was going to leave the place with a heart filled with worship with good ole Davey Crocket, but instead the very first band who was probably the least worshipful said something that I hope never leaves me. He was talking about his life being a roller coaster, but that God was there feeling everything his heart was feeling. I guess sometimes I feel as though God just sees us hurting and will come to our aid if we cry out to Him, but never thought about His own heart towards us. But it's true, He's closest to the broken hearted,

"The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart,"
(ps 34:18)

I've heard this verse a million times. I swear. How awesome is it that He is there in every foot step, every fall, every tear, every ache. How much greater is my love for Him to know He's holding my heart, my hand, my life. He's already walked the path that I'm on. He knows my struggles and my unfaithful, weary heart and yet He loves me just the same. I am not sure I can even begin to fathom Him love for me... for you. It is completely mind boggling. I wish my heart and mind would never forget or waiver on His promises, but oh how they think they know better.

Make sure you let God know you love Him. It is like honey on His lips or if you hate honey... the most tasty food you've ever eaten... times a million.