Coming back to "normal"

I took a step yesterday and the rest followed without thought. Sleep was a bit interrupted, but better than the night prior. How come the unknown is so scary? Maybe this is good and keeping my heart in check. Such an unpleasant process I am in, but somehow I wouldn't change it... even if I could. The past few weeks I've been given the chance to take a step back in a few areas in my life. One of them has been in worship... worship away from the stage. As weird as it sounds, it's been more uncomfortable for me to worship in the crowd than on stage. I've had such an attitude about it, but I realized on Sunday that it's been good for me to worship beside my brothers and sisters in Christ instead of in front of them. To just go for it with my entire being. I want to carry this back onto the stage. I want to carry this out into every minute of my day and all week long.

I've realized that how I feel towards people in truly within myself and not really how anyone treats me. No matter what craziness is flying around me or what messed up story comes my way, I am who I am. I am a daughter of Christ. Unique. Eclectic. Beautiful. I dance in His glory. I walk in His light. I exist in His presence. I am complete because of His love. He is the reason I live.